Miho sighs, and pushes her hair back from her face with both hands.
"I guess.. . No, I know. I don't know how relationships are meant to work. The only thing I've ever known was total possession. My father killed my mother because she wanted to take me away from it. And then he turned me into what he wanted her to be."
Boy, is this hard to talk about. It might not be news, but it's a difficult thing to just set out in black and white. It's like peeling off a bandage to poke at a wound that's barely healed.
"The only thing I remember, all my life, is having no existance apart from him. That I existed solely for his pleasure."
Another sigh.
"I guess this is a stupid, clumsy way of saying that I don't know what I'm doing. And I'm getting everything wrong."
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Date: 2006-10-11 04:34 pm (UTC)"I guess.. . No, I know. I don't know how relationships are meant to work. The only thing I've ever known was total possession. My father killed my mother because she wanted to take me away from it. And then he turned me into what he wanted her to be."
Boy, is this hard to talk about. It might not be news, but it's a difficult thing to just set out in black and white. It's like peeling off a bandage to poke at a wound that's barely healed.
"The only thing I remember, all my life, is having no existance apart from him. That I existed solely for his pleasure."
Another sigh.
"I guess this is a stupid, clumsy way of saying that I don't know what I'm doing. And I'm getting everything wrong."