When I find myself, I'm sitting on the edging wall of the rooftop. The rain is drumming monotonously on the asphalt underfoot, and I'm thoroughly soaked again.
I don't care.
redangryscars... slicesandwealsandsomuchpain...
Though I had little control over my actions, I don't regret the damage I did down there. It wasn't a kill, but I feel better for it anyway. Washed clean of my anger. Calmer. More at peace with the whole situation, though I still hate it. Hate everything. Through the good grace of whatever ethereal powers oversee this world, I manage to get a cigarette lit in the still-torrential downpour. That helps too.
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Date: 2007-01-02 02:07 am (UTC)I don't care.
redangryscars...
slicesandwealsandsomuchpain...
Though I had little control over my actions, I don't regret the damage I did down there. It wasn't a kill, but I feel better for it anyway. Washed clean of my anger. Calmer. More at peace with the whole situation, though I still hate it. Hate everything. Through the good grace of whatever ethereal powers oversee this world, I manage to get a cigarette lit in the still-torrential downpour. That helps too.